Graduation

I’m officially graduated from the school that needless to say is one of unique thing on earth which flips feeling ups and downs. That school that built me and sent me to the way i’m living right now. The school that caught me in to a sort of cage where i need to dig some holes to get out from it. Feels so relief and sad at the same time to know the fact that i’m no longer a student at that school. However i was a student that ever put my ass on that school feeling the intimate environment that never gets me bored to reminisce about. Feels so relief to finally ship myself away from that assignments i hardly get it done and the exams week i always lable as a hectic time and so sad to leave the chance to share laughter together with friends. Although i know in the world i am about to jump my self on is gonna be ‘more’ than that.

A goodbye is not the end of everything, but it’s another new gate to step forward to another new way of living. Although i know goodbye is pretty hard to say because it needs some kind of courage to believe that someday we would be meeting up again. And i believe we would. Friends, if it’s possible, i want to have another three years with you guys to share story with, to play with, to find another crazy idea all over again. I haven’t known enough everything from every one of us as well, and i still want to dig another cool story that everyone has. We’re 262 persons and we were suppossed to have sort of injury time to at least introduce ourselves to someone we haven’t got chance to be talking with. Wouldn’t it be nice to know each other without any gap in beetween? Man, i missed those chance L

As i pause myself writing this, i realize that my life in that school is really over. Seriously, is it really over? You gotta be kidding me. i’m feeling like i want more and i’m feeling like i’m gonna cry tbh. Man, the friends i’ve been hanging around with is gonna be going out of my sight? Deeply inside of the warmth of that hugs and laughs, i still need you guys around. If only there’s an additional time, i want to create one step closer to always be there in your minds you would never forget.

The memories which remains in every words  i’m writting will always be there upon the hearts. I am so lucky to have these kind of brilliant friends who has added some colors to my life. Thank God, I am so glad to have a chance to know you. you guys have furnished my life as well with some sweet and bitter memories which i always try to look on the bright side. The side which always makes me realize that everything is always have something to learn. Life is a gift, nothing to do but be grateful of it. It’s one of beautiful gift on life to be able to study at that school, to meet awesome teachers and to know you guys. We will always be cool  friends, won’t we?

See you guys in another wonderful place and don’t forget to reach the dreams we’ve been dying to make it happens!

WHOA

Whoa its December now.

I’ve been facing bunch of exams. You know, 12 grader. It’s getting more hectic, you know, daily exam, weekly exam, monthly, 3-month exam, semester exam. School ends at 3 or 4 pm and then going to additional course until 7 or 8 pm, arrive at home. Having dinner, sleeping. Wake up again in the morning, and start the cycle again. Whoa. Home is now for a place to sleep and have dinner. Tired. Yes. But, it gets me another thing to learn which im about to step to further journey, and before i step on it, i gotta reach the requirement to step on it. To step to university. And it needs sacrifaction. Getting further, i realize that i gotta stay my mind away from unimportant thing, i gotta leave it for a while. At least after this fighting is over. After i get what i want to get. Everyone hopes it’ll worth the effort. So do I. After December is over. Here we go, the real war begins. For real, it’ll be more hectic. But i dont want to scare myself first, i believe this is gonna be over soon.

I can barely enjoy my spare time and feel how time flies smoothly, because all i feel is time is running fast like really fast toward me, and to everyone who got the same feeling as me. I mean look, i feel yesterday was July or August but now is December and about to turn to 2012. Many things i’ve had, in good way or worst, in happiness or sadness, in bitter or sweet way which turn me upside and down, and that gives me something. About the thing which give me a lot of happiness or sadness, about the L word which have pissed me off or even made me messed up, about the low score i got, the best one, and everything. Many things i wanna share here! Haha! Overall, I’d like to tell the conclusion, which is, “experience is best teacher”. I’ve had couple of sweet experiences, and the bitter one also, and those give me um... a thing. Something i can’t tell by words. And the oh-god-i-feel-so-lonely thing actually not true. You are actually not alone when you feel alone. It happens because you just not looking around, when you look around, keep your head up, then you’ll find the solutions. Come from friends, parents, God, even from yourself. When i think i got no where to run, i have God as a place to share, to cry about the bad thing i had, to ask to grant my wish. Friends also, they’re amazing! I can’t picture myself one or two year later after we go to the different university. How would it be? Saying good bye is the hard part, might be. But that doesn’t mean good bye is the end of everything. Oh god, i really can’t picure myself not going to that lovely senior high school again, meeting all friends, class-mates, chair-mates, teachers, everyone. But wait, im not gonna leave that school before i get the requirement right? The journey is still far, look, there’s still January, Febby, March, April and it’s gonna be end at June, or April might be, if it’s going faster. And. I have an aim to make a sweet ending at that school, a sweet ending of high school story. I really need a support to face all this. This is not a world war actually, but i need a support to fight to reach achievement, go get what i want, make my parent happy.

God knows what best for me, for us.

MARVELOUS SCHOOL TRIP

On July 26th I had a school trip to Jogjakarta and Bali. I’ve ever been to Jogja for couple of times, yet it was my first time to visit Bali and I was so excited. The School provided 5 buses and I was on bus 2 and we were going to have more than 500km of journey to get to Jogja.

It spent 15 hours to arrive at Jogja. My plan was, by the time I arrived at there I'd go sleeping but be in a room with gossip girl wouldn’t let me sleep. I kept hearing they’re talking and played with some stuffs until drop. The following day we went to Malioboro in the morning, it only took 3minutes by walking, because it's very near. After we'd passed some batik stores at there, me and my friends decided to hire ‘becak’. We were delivered to all around Malioboro by paying only Rp. 5000, and it worth because it was all fun enjoying Jogjakarta's atmosphere in the morning, seeing some people which still using bikes to go anywhere and there's no polution, no traffic jam, no motorcycle rushing, it's all fresh; unlike Jakarta. We also stopped by at Dagadu store and stores which we could buy handicraft. Next destination was Keraton Jogja, there're some historical buildings which was built since 19th century and each building has different function, such as there's pendopo where the gamelan show held, and there's also house of Hamengkubuwono's kingdom. All of them have javanese charasteristic inside and outside the building, and all the things were unique. The sweet moment I got at there was, taking pictures with all classmates, which was so cool. After had lunch at local restaurant, we moved to Prambanan Temple which's so familiar to me because I’ve ever been there for couple of times. Prambanan temples contains about 5temples and I didn't go to all temples, only one and I took some pictures again and again with friends. We left Jogja at about 5PM and spending the journey to go to Bali by slept overnight together in bus. By the time I woke up, I could feel the neckache and backache I just got because of wrong position while sleeping, but there's no matter at all since we were about to cross the sea to get to Bali by Ferry. It's first time I got into ferry and it's cool to see beautiful scenery I'd passed.

Finally, we arrived at the main destination we’d been waited for, Bali. After got lunch, we moved to Tanah Lot. A place for praying for hinduism, there're also some traditional markets and stores around, which was very attractive and of course, the amazing beach with its cool waves. There's also holy water which could make everyone's face looks younger, as what they said in their believement. Out of my curiosity, I got into the queue to get my face washed by that holy water, after that they gave me flower right in my ear. Awesome. Actually I don't believe in myth, but I can tell I was just trying that water. After I'd passed that day without taking a bath for like 2days, finally I arrived at the hotel at Jimbaran. I fastened my step to get to the room and took a rest. I got 9 persons in one single room, and that made me postpond my sleep time because we were talking too much while we were unpacking our luggage, and it ended up by we slept only for 4hours.

The following day I got more excited because we're going to Kuta beach after we'd visited pemandian raja which we could see holy water for kings and had lunch at Kintamani. The schedule was pretty late that made us come to Kuta after the sun had set. Needless to say I was dissapointed that I couldn't see the sunset scenery I should've seen. To cover up my dissapoinment, me and my friends went to McD to have our own dinner before we went back to bus. There're so many foreigners around Kuta. Once I felt like I wasn't in Indonesia because almost every place I visited in Bali were filled by foreigners. We're delivered back to hotel then we got free time. My classmates decided to go back to Kuta by taxi, and there we were, hanging around Kuta at midnight. Me and my friends were sitting right near the Kuta beach and were playing truth-or-truth game while enjoying marvelous scenery of the stars upon the sky and the wind that swooshed upon our face. I got quality time talking with my classmates, telling stories, hearing jokes and laughing together. That was a sweet moment I'd never forget.

The next day, we went to Tanjung Benoa where we could have water sports. There’re banana boats, flying fish, parasailing and others. And i had parasailing, it brought myself fly so high with parachute and see the beautiful scenery above the beach for couple of minutes. Then, we went to Garuda Wisnu Kencana where we could see big statues and high walls which was so cool and definitelly, didn't forget to take some pictures underneath the sunlight. Next destination, having seafood dinner at Jimbaran. Coincidently, we got there before the sun had set, so that time I could see the real sunset of Bali. After I played with the waves and smooth sands with my friends, there we had our candle-light dinner. Having arrived back to hotel, I packed my stuff because the following day I would leave Bali after going to Sukowati traditional market and Joger stores. At both stores, I bought some handicrafts, clothes, and traditional snacks for my family. After that, we left Bali and the journey to go back to Jakarta took 40 hours, it had to be in world record as the longest journey on earth. And what I was doing along the journey was, sleeping, eating, chatting, and another common things that students usually do while on the way. I thought it wouldn't be that long, but because of jamming or unusual obstacles we couldn't avoid, we're forced to sit in bus for 40 hours. I had a bit of bus-lag or whatever it called which could make me got feeling to throw up and sick of sitting inside the bus. I bet not only me who felt that way. Everyone did.

Finally I arrived safely at Jakarta at July 3rd. Thank God for giving me chance to have that awesome trip and cool friends I could have fun with along the trip. Those 7 days of school trip were exhilarating and unforgettable moment for me. Ever.

I'm back

Hey hey. I've been skipping updating this blog. busy. probably. but actually, not really. idk what exactly my reason is, but here i tell ya stuffs i've written while i was absent blogging.

It's 1st June and I got accident

It's 1st June and I was crashed by motorist

It's 1st June and I'm totally messed up

It's 1st June and I can't help crying

It's 1st June and I can barely feel my right foot

It's 1st June and I can't stop crying

It's 1st June and I feel hurt the most

It's 1st June and I got wounds like almost everywhere

It's 1st June and I got my body’s bleeding

It's 1st June and I bothered everyone

It's 1st June and I'm writing this crying

It's 1st June and I was just crossing the way

It's 1st June and I'm a motorist and was crashed by motorist

It's 1st June and first time I entered hospital

It's 1st June and I'm the victim of runaway-crashed

It's 1st June and I got swollen over my foot

It's 1st June and I can't step my foot on the ground properly

It's 1st June and I got priceless lesson to learn

2nd june

I dont want to retell about what happened yesterday yet i want to clarify it. It did happen to me. it’s in me. here. Well im way speechless in talking about that tragedy. Im pretty traumatic of what road have done to me earlier. I also dont know who to say thanks in helping me to the hospital. I know God and everyone! Everyone had helped me. and i dont know how to reply it, it’s like not enough for saying thanks only. It’s more than thanks. They sacrificed everything---I was bothered everyone. That’s what i thought the whole day yesterday. Disbeliefly, i’ve been like this. Been hurt. I was everything hurt. Im wounded. Got wounds everywhere. Bleeding. I got my feet stitched. Now im here, writing this with wounds all over my body. If only i had used motorcycle to get there. If only i had used long pants. If only i had used shoes. If only i had looked to the left first before crossing the way. If only i had smiled couple mins before got crashed. No. There’s no way to say ‘if only’. Everything already happened. No way to regret it. It was my fault. Tip of my faults. Probably been doing too many faults on the road, and that’s what i got on the road. i got these lessons.

day i-d-k of june

Just woke up in the middle of Tuesday's afternoon which final exam has just finished at. And the minutes I open my eyes.....I feel so........I hardly miss my classmate. Everyone! I mean like seriously! We've been together for a year! We walked thru exam by exam.......although we only got vacation once, but it's really brilliant! Can't hardly believe that this is the last month for us, to be together. :') we can't be that class who oftenly held many vacation or so-called class event. We only bumped into Dufan. Once. And that's awesome. Totally.

This is last day of exam and there'd be no more exam passed together with. Aww sooner or later we will be 12grader and that'd be......way more hectic.

MayDay Part.5

15th May

Less than an hour at home, I was going to the course to have try outs. I did 75 questions with dizzy head, 50watt eyes and sleepless body. Right I finished it, got home and.......family time :D

16th May

Had a basketball tournament after school. It's semifinal, if we won, we'd go through final! This time I could play so-called better than before. Although mostly I only spent my time on the bench waiting for subtitution, but it seemed quiet better. But still, I eagerly wanted to play........noone could get me on field unless the coach, so it depends on him. Although it way pretty irritating when I just sit there waiting for the turn, but I believe it's just the way it is. My way just like this. Ok. It was pretty tight game til we made pretty tight score and won!!!!!!!! Awesome! We're going to the final! We've made it cool this far.

20th May

Final game! Yeah after the previous day we got practice, now today we played controlable. Better or worse, coach who can judge it. But I think we're getting pretty better :D at first, we lead the game, but then they made some tight game and adding scores to their team. Unfortunately, we lost! But we're happy enough, lost or won it doesn't matter, we reached final was just great! And all the moment we had, all the fell off sweaten, all the time we'd spent for practice were totally worth it! :D it's more than awesome! ┐('⌣'┐) (┌'⌣')┌

Another things up was exams week. After having hectic days by the basketball match now it's going to be more hectic! Exam week! Starting from 24th to 31th May plus one day left behind, 7th June. Been out of touch to internet the whole week and now I'm starting to get in touch again. It's 7days off before facing the last exam at 7th june.

Now I already summon up everything been up to me on May. How about yours?

Not let's see what June is going to be up to.

MayDay Part.2

The following day. 11th May. Another cool basketball time! We hired basketball field right in the middle of Central Jakarta. That was practice before the girls team headed a tournament for the following day. And then I right got back home by busway.

12th May. Basketball tournament begun. But we got delay flight to the field, because of the weather. So we're gonna have 1st match on friday-the following day-.

13th May. Right in the dawn I saw tweets from band I was about to see for the following day said that they already on the way to get here. And Right in the morning, I got an offering. My friend whom I was going to watch concert with sent me message and asked if I could join with her to run after them -the bands who were about to arrive- at the airport or hotel. She was going to ditch school and right I got the message, I was already at class and impossible to me to ditch Math Class that day. Math teacher was so-called strick, and I've built myself not to make any bad record in front of her. And.....I dubiously said I couldn't go with my friend to see them. I....EAGERLY WANTED TO! You got me, I never wanted to miss chance to meet them.....but you know it's no chance to ditch school too. And another thing happened couple hours later before math class begun was, I got called by teacher to follow a netquiz competition at a university near there. There're 10-12 choosen students. So it was another name of ditching school, but to follow competition, not to meet up with Nick and friends. But still, I indirectly ditched Math Class and still, I thought if only I could just follow my friend to airport or hotel. Right arriving at the university we were just waiting for the turn and sadly.........the authority said that the competition would be held for the following day. Let's repeat, following day. Following day suppossed to be my day to stay at home preparing energy for the concert. Euf okay, I didn't think the authority said truth. I took it as he was kidding. Going back to school by school bus and..........I made my self stay calm when she texted me message which said that NICK -the particular vocalist I've been adoring of and been waiting for- was eating behind her, but I can barely stay cool. I kept yelling to myself and my friend about it. I wanted to be there so badly but I knew it was impossible. Hffff. Okay hold it Lu.

Arriving at school, bell already rung which mean school was over. Me and friends were preparing for basketball match which about to start couple hours later. And here's the match....... I can't explain too much but what happened was, WE WON! OH THANK GOD! "We have to keep fighting! Teamwork!"

MayDay Part.1

Been away from phone and blog stuff this whole month. I was busy with school stuff. It was all sense fly faster, totally faster. I feel like I just opened my school book and wrote 1st May on it but then now it's about last day of May. May completely filled by hilarious things. My goodness, God thanks for this priceless month. I can tell it's probably the best month I've ever faced so far in this year. The first week of May busy with practicing basketball for facing tournament. I got 2 days off on 1Oth-11th May and was using that day full practicing basketball :D I was so in love with it. Overwhelming games and stuffs. Fab place too, to have practice. Fabulous in everything. Got un-pointless sweat, felt like I got 2 useful days building myself healthier and (supposed-to-be) taller. I wished I could've had at least additional 2 or 3 cm to my height.

And in the middle day of day off, I got ticket-hunting experience with my friend. I was looking for ticket to watch A Rocket To The Moon's concert. Btw, related to my older post, I finally decided myself to watch that concert and asked dad if I could watch. At first, he didn't even respond me whenever I asked for an excuse. BUT THEN, Days by days I held myself to wait for the decent time to ask dad about it again. Til someday he asked me if I was going to attend that concert. And from there, I could see chance to ask for permit. UNTIL THEN, couple mins after he'd talked to me, I asked him cautiously if I could go. FINALLY he said yes and I asked him if it was a REAL YES. And it was more than a real yes! Aww thanks goodness for that! :3 and there, the following day I searched for the ticket box after having basketball practice. I was never been there before. So me and my friend totally blind about where the exact so-called ticket box place was. Since none of us knew the exact place, then we decided to ask.......couple distance we asked ppl.......ask and ask. If I could count, we had asked approximately 10persons about how to get on the right place. Btw, since I got nothing to go but motorcycle, so I did adventuring around there by riding it. And since I didn't really know well around that region, I occasionally got lost. Too many traffic light and juntions, and I was completely puzzled with it. Til I reached the second when I could finally find the ticket box building! Pfff finally :D I did purchasing one ticket and the authority gave me smth like voucher &said I had to trade it to a real ticket day before D-day. Well I re-thought if I would do this 'long journey and got lost' thing again day before D err it'd be tiring and I didn't think I would remember all the road I passed to get there. And then I asked my friend if she was hungry because I was ravenous, so we decided to have lunch! We're blabbering about nothing but everything! Awesome break before we caught into miles away distance to get home. But before we got home, we stopped by at mosque to have a pray. We were just like 2 real adventurer girls who reached miles and miles journey by motorcycle yet had a pretty cool experience traveling around south jakarta. Smog we inhaled and jammed we caught onto of has made a story along the journey. Whatta day that was sucha ridic day starting from having basketball practice and then without changing sweaten clothes we wore, we bumped into pretty long journey to have ticket.......got lunch break then......going back home. It ended up by me, dropping my friend who accompanied me along to her house and me got my feet onto her house too. Another took a break time before going to course which about to start an hour afterwards. Until I dragged my self to the course and.........HOMIEEE! Whatta incredible well-packed day to spend day off with.

I'm happy to have you guys

18 April

Today was genuinely fun! Exactly about what I got at Hall C Senayan, basketball practice. Dude, I was blown away by what I got with you guys. I'm about to cry by the time I remember that my life on basketball isn't long anymore. It's the end of April. And the rest is May. No big chance to catch the ball at June. Dude :/ I STILL WANT TO HAVE basketball practice and its guys. Our team. You guys. Our togetherness, both seniors and juniors. We're awesome guys! The things which always blow us off of is, our togetherness and those unforgettable laughters. Tired -what I always feel by the time I get basketball practice- but fun! My tiredness and my sweaten body well-covered by those amazing laughter and priceless experience. although at the very first time i thought i was weak on playing basketball, but then it turns out to; just go with it, later, you'd getting used to do this game. You guys are the reason why i don’t want to miss any chance to have basketball practice. I know another day might be another hectic day, and as long as i have a time and chance to have basketball practice, so i will. I always will. I wonder if THIS togetherness could’ve appeared since the first term, there would’ve been no problem in the middle of it. Yeah the obstacles we through &the problem we got are not a big deal to stop throwing, catching and dribling the ball. Just let the things flying then we still keep moving on the field. The basketball field as a place where we used to show our glimpse ability to play basketball, will not be there at the upcoming event at school. But the absence of the basketball field on that event is not the reason to get our mood dropped. Although it's impossible to not feeling sad about the absence of it, but that should be thing to be faced together, to make us more bound together. However, no matter what, we still one, one team bringing the sake of school’s name. Even though i dont know how sad it feels by the time i would leave that basketball field with those remarkable moment on it, as long as there’s still time to make it more stunning in the end, so i would try to make it.

Today was amazing and hope tomorrow would be the same, even better. Thank god for giving me chance in doing all of things I did on the field. i wish i could capture the moment i got today. Love today, past, and another day ! J

the team of 2011-2012 graders. Miss you 2011 graders xx

the new team, 2012-2013 graders. Go Fight Win, Buddies

another blabs left behind

29 march. Man, you gotta be joking.

It was raining and there's two exams await. I was riding my motorcycle smoothly. With no obstacles. Peacefully. But then.......I felt smth happened to the wheel. Until I realize that the road gave me something. The handlebar suddenly getting undercontrol which had made me get total panic. But that's not the exact problem. The thing I got was, the tires was leak! I don't know where exactly I got the nail and I don't know why the hell that nail could choose me as a victim. The feeling I got the most was, PANIC and WORRIED if I would arrive late and couldn't have the exams. Luckily, right beside the road where I got my tires leak, there's a bengkel(shop for repairing vehicles). Thank god. Without any blabs, I asked the mechanic to fix the tires. When I was busy to get the raincoat off me, I got a brilliant idea! First, I called my dad about what happened to me and asked his permission to call the teacher who's working at noticing late students. My plan's working was, I was going to call that teacher and asked for permission of coming late because of this-road-sudden problem. And then yeap! They granted my permission for late coming. so now, just needed to wait for the mechanic to finish repairing the tires and then i could go to school not on fire. awesome, by the time i entered school knowing the gate already closed, i told the security man that i've phoned the teacher for late-coming permission and after that teacher asked my name if i was the student who just phoned, he let me enter the class; without any record of late or punishment thing. pfff loads of thanks to God who has given me ease at dealing with problem on the road and ease in doing exams J

February and such

FOUND MY WRITING ABOUT WHAT THE WORLD DONE TO ME ON THIS FEBRUARY

2nd febuary now. The laziest day of school. Because I'm too sleepy to go to school and tomorrow is imlek's itl holiday so, I'm gonna off from school. I have no idea what to do

I was sick at that day. This recent week actually. I felt like drowning. I got fever, unstoppable cough and etc. Many things to be repaired. And I really have to fix this condition. I can't even stand by these high temperature, this dizzy head, and this cough. Somehow I have to learn smth that God gave me this sick is, to remind me that I have to take care of my healthy. I waste my healthy too much. I was insisting myself that much til I fell to sick. Really, this week really challenge me. Thank God I have kind-hearted dad who always accompany me to school when I was sick. :')

Ew I got low battery here.

It's 14 feb now. People say it's valentines day. But not for me. Today is chemistry exam and that means exam week already started. That's all. Nothing special for today. I don't celebrate that v-day. But I have to remember that when I was in elementary school, and jhs, I got couple bars of chocolate on this v-day. Awesome huh. But those thing never come back since today. It shouldnt be back, isn't it? v-day is just a symbol of love and such. Nothing special, besides my belief teach me there's no v-day on earth, besides (again), I don't have someone special to be loved. Right now I'm about stressed out about this exam week, there still 4days left and 8subjects awaits. I shouldn't be this stress, but it's kind of hard to let my self not to be stressed. I assure myself I can do this! Hamasah! Ho ho hopefully I can through this succesfully. Fight! I um about to have quick nap right now and I'm planning to go to my lesson to study one hour from now on. And yeah tomorrow is time to take a quick breath of this exam week, because tmrw is DAY OFF FROM SCHOOL. Thank God there's chance for me to study yet resting. Let me be the firework on earth spreading the light and glimpse of flames which gonna jump to my dream and reaching achievement :p I'm kind of sick of my lil pony btw, hehe I haven't got haircut since last year :D ah yeah, talkin about exam week again, my target is I must get no remedial test and secondly, got first place.

It's 15feb already. It's raining outside and today I'm off from school. It's always cool everytime I hear the rain which fell upon the roof on midnight like this. Having slumber, laying down on my bed while typing this writing. Awesome. Suddenly I think about my dream that I really want to reach. Neversaynever. No quit.

15 feb in the morning. Cool. The weather just way too cool, plus grayish cloud, sounds there will be no sunlight today. Let's see. Zupakewl. I wish I could enjoy this sort of free time (off from school) more often :p. It's very nice to stay with this air but not with this exam week. So I'm sit over here, holding physics book while enjoying the weather. Dood it's pretty. Afternoon, about 3pm and I'm still studying biology, just started actually. I did physics exercise since mornin'. Now I'm doing some stretching session with biology, preparing for main studying session tonight. Wish me luck dood.

16feb now. Laying on bed while enjoying sucha cool weather (it's always cool) like this is nice yet perfect. It's raining outside (again) and I already got home at about 1pm. Phew. I wonder if I could do this activity everytime. Unfortunately It won't happen unless on exam week. I just passed biology and french today. Aw I really wish best result from my effort. Been strugling, just waitin for the result. Give me the best score, God

By the way if you want to know about my feeling during I studied biology, here I tell ya. It was so funny. I don't know what makes it funny but, you know, I'm so excited to face biology exam! Because I think I'm good enough in memorizing about that disgestive chapter. BUT that's not guarantee for me to do exam fluently. It wasn't as exciting as I studied. I did the exam well, yet pathetic. Kind of confused because of its phrase or smth. I didn't get the meaning at some sentences. Somehow trapping yet makes-us-choose-wrong-options. I was trapped in some numbers aaaoh. I think I was right,yeah ppl always think they're the rightest person on earth in answering exam question. BUT after I checked it with ma amis.....I was totally wrong. I got several numbers wrong.

Now I'm gonna sleeb and my plan is, spending ma time with history and english after I wake up. And humm, if there's still spare time, I promise I will go with physics.

Aaaa! don't tell me something ridiculous if......it's been 2am in the mornin and it's already 17th days of febuary. Phew I'm too excited in doing exercise question. I really hope that I can do question as excited as I did couple mins ago. Ew okay I think I should really have to hit the bed. Ho-ho-hopefully my storage memory doesn't go wrong in memorizing history subject for today, and english clause and such. Btw I haven't touched any cyber world since yesterday. I always got disconnection! My internet isn't working! By the time I wanted to look for translation of french on google, I pulled up some wires to make internet connection working and I didn't know if I pulled one of important wire 'til makes telephone not working. Phew me. The facts is, I made the internet connection not working and telephone connection broken. K ttyl bye zleep dood!

Errr. World really have to know about what I've done today. I got gloomy on doing physics exam today. Aaaaa a wanna scream out effin lot. O m g. It's really burn me down. Omagashhhh I've studied that much but......but I STILL COULDNT make it. I aint make it best :///// I think I will get 6 :'/ omagah it's so gloomy exam ever, yet pathetic. Goodness. I should really have to studyyyy waaay moooore harder. Theory isn't really needed. And also, if I could have slept much, I wouldn't have done it badly. Phewww-ing.

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I JUST WANT TO SHARE WHAT I'VE GOT IN THESE FIRST COUPLE OF DAYS IN 2011. I WROTE ABOUT WHAT THIS WORLD WERE UP TO ON MY 'QUICK WORD' ON MOBILE. THIS TEXT CONTAINS RANDOM, SILLY & UNIMPORTANT THINGS :P

Back now 12th jan

It's 1:30 am now. I used to sleep now. Hff yeah I just finished math homework and my head just like smashes by all the polinomial formula and stuff haha yeah whatever it is, quiet funny tho.

OOPS! Wait up! it's 1:30am? So it must be 13th january!and today's nabila's bday. Ow. My briend since elementary school. Aw miss you gal.

(wide awake, morning)

By the way

i'm about being messed up by this morning rain, and pathetic school rules. Man. This late thing isn't my fault at all. C. These condition really DRIVING ME CRAZY. not-understandable teachers, teacher won't even understand how my condition is. How the situation is. Asdfghjkl why are people getting like THIS PATHETIC! C’mon. There's smth that u don't know, teacher. You don't know the blind side!

When I was on my way to school, I was wondering how the teacher's thought was. Were they gonna feel mercy to all student because of it's raining so badly and will give us dispensation to enter class OR they're gonna feel happy because there will be LOT OF STUDENTS WHO CAME LATE?

Suck of this pathetic school rules. I might be one of unlucky girl on earth today, because it's raining so heavily at my home, but when i arrived at school, there's NOT even raining, so that's why the school didn't give dispensation, i guess. but if the school look at 'the blind sides',there will be dispensation

I think she's happy now seeing more than 10 students came late, it's her job to notice this and give us punishment or write our names on the book for student who's not obeying the rules.

I'm not obeying the rules to come at 6:30

But that's because of something asdfghjkl happen at my home and badly heavy morning rain and sucking traffic jam and common little flooding and this mess city which just let the traffic light not working and let the police hiding somewhere out there and citizen are getting stressed out by this. You really kidding me. I cried right on the traffic light thinking of this pathetic condition. I have home like thousand miles far away from school and I have no one to accompany me to school so I have to ride motorcycle by myself. PFFFF!..................................

(after chill myself out)

But everything has a silver lining. Every single thing, there must be a gift. There must be smthng to be learnt by this tragedies. Every single problem always have a lesson to be learnt. And the lesson is, I have a chance to write about this at library. Right now. I have to wait in the library til my name's called by the teacher and bla bla bla

(sick of writing about that things).

and about asdfjkl thing on my home. Okay let me elaborate it.

Last night I did my homework, and it spent so much time, til about 2am. Since I lost my sleep time that much, I woke up lately. And after I step out from my bathroom, the problem began.

There's no white skirt, which I have to wear today, and I have to iron it by myself. 2nd, I want to have breakfast, but the time surely wasn't enough, so I just put the rice on my lunch box. 3rd it's raining so heavily and dad should've accompanied us but he said that he couldn't and then mom asked him to accompany us but dad STILL say, 'just go through the rain'. OMyGoodness really kidding me. We waited for ur help dad. Daddd really kidding me. I was getting upset, I did everything rushing. Kaboom. I got my motorcycle and wear my raincoat and yeah, went to school with tears upon my face.

14 jan

I'm about to wait my mom at her office. I was so freakin' sleepy when I rode motorcycle to go home. Really, starting from the very first minute I woke up this morning, my very first thought's saying is, I WANT TO WRAP MYSELF WITH THE BLANKET AND SLEEB TIL DROP.

Ew but my thought won't ever happen, so SCHOOL MUST GO ON. It's okay, because it's THANK GOD IT'S FRIDAY!

And at school I could barely open my tired eyes. Hfff. I wrote some notes with closed eyes, I wrote it unconsciously. Really, I need my bed. Til the last few second I left school, I just came out from liblary. Then, I went back home with this tired eyes again. Quiet dangerous tho, I rode motorcycle unconsciously. Til I decided to stop by at my mom's office to have a quick nap, but what I got is nothing unless some money to have lunch from mom :3 aoh thanks mom, now I'm writing this notes and have nowhere to go. I want to go to lesson actally, but I think it's

(i got low battery)

3 TREMENDOUS DAYS PART. 3

3RD DAY, 15th December 2010

I woke up lately, moved to bathroom slowly, now my movement getting slower. I hadnt got enough slumber of course. But breakfast must goes on. So we moved to downstair and had the last breakfast at that hostel......aw. that day, i realized, i had to leave singapore, the trip is over but memories isnt over.

And after had breakfast, me and Ulinar sat in the sofa in receptionist room, and we talked to Shama, one of singaporean friend.......and after talking for some minutes, she asked me if i usually use the badass words like shit, f word and forth and she asked both of us about indonesian slang-badass-words, and we told her the b-word, j-word, and forth. LOL. She said those words! It’s funny to hear her accent saying those badass words. LOL folks.

NEXT. We got evaluation time after had quiet long break after breakfast. We shared about how the 3days trip was, whether enjoy it much or not or smth. We also gave a score about how good the trip was, and gave some suggestions and critics about the trip. Suggestions are; it should be 7days trip, lengthen the time for visiting singapore school, we should go to singapore flier, and many more suggestion places. And after that, Mr. Mohammed decided who deserves to get the jakarta-singapore-jakarta ticket, and it belongs to.....my junior friend, lucky you huh. Up next, we had an hour for packing and checking out from that hostel. ASDFGHJKL TIME TO SAY GOODBYE :’( but before that, we had one last destination, MUSTAFA ON ARAB STREET. Taking some photos before leaving that hostel and then heading to MUSTAFA, the last shopping-til-drop time, the last chance for buying some handycrafts, the last time for spending singaporedollars, and the last place we step at before we step to airport. So um, I bought some chocolate(s), simple t-shirt(s), key hook(s) and i-shoul’ve-bought-more-than-one watch. That shopping time wasn’t long enough. Hfff i couldve bought more than one watch, aoh regret :/ didnt spend time wisely just because too long for choosing right chocolates to buy. K that’s OK. Next last-but-not-least-stop, CHANGI ITL AIRPORT. Time for leaving singapore, time to say goodbye to our singaporean friends, time to say “oh how time flies so fast”, time to admit that we want mooooore! But before reached changi airport, we had a glimpse of time for playing UNO CARD. that game hadn't finished yet, because it only took couple minutes to reach airport :/ and then get our luggages out from the bus, then quick re-arranging the belongings again and i felt like when-we-would-say-goodbye-and-please-say-not-now. all of Mr.Mohammed's family embracing all of us well......then taking the-last-but-not-least pictures on this study tour trip :/ aoh man :/ next, Mr.E gave us toilet-breaks before we got in to the queue for departure........and here comes the time to say hard-goodbye, after shaking hands each others.......quiet touching moment :/ huggie for you guys from here, Shama, Shamym, Shakina, Fara, Wishma, and the one who said that she's 9yo! aouh :'( we separated in front of the departure door........waved our hands.......and BYE. that's the end of the-3-tremendous-days trip. that's an ASDFGHJKLZXCVBNM trip! with so many ZXCVBNMQWERTYUIOP things, all worth moment, time, money we spent just never forgotten for sure.

3 TREMENDOUS DAYS PART.2

2nd DAY, 14th December 2010

Yep this me again. This time airing writing directly at singapore(i wrore this by quick word on mobile). This is my second day here. Wow. I woke up about 6am (pretty late). And we got breakfast at 7.30 andddd after that, heading to Lyncoln college by.......MRT cool! That sucha underneath train. Cool never seen any in Indonesia, this is the thing that Indonesia have to build. It only took 5mins to walk to the MRT station from our hostel, and it took 10mins to arrive around Lyncoln college, after that we have to cross the street and walk to reach that college school. kinda bit tired because it took quiet far from the MRT station, but yet FUN! I'm happy seeing some bus, singaporean vehichles, every single singapore road, and singaporean pedestrian. It's funny how the traffic light working, because it's almost anytime when the pedestrian want to cross the way, they push the button in the traffic light and not long after that the light turn into red. So the traffic is depends on pedestrians, indirectly. That rules happen only at several places in Indonesia. And, still. Not even forget to say english all the time. Because that what we aim for. Going to other country to learn everything and practice our english! Yup this is the time to show how good our english is. How good our speak, and how good we talk without indonesian accent.

Arriving at the school.. We divided into 2 groups, the 1st group entering the food and beverage class and the other one hospility and tourism class, but both of them in food and beverage class. And the class that I entered is about hospitality and tourism. Mr. Raj taught us there. And the class is full with korean, and chinese student. Nice. Although at the first time I don't really understand what "hospitality" is. But then after some minutes left, I could understand it, fakely. But yeah, it's great to know how they study. The classroom is just simple, the table and chair is long, that's for 4-5 students. And the board is different with the board in indonesian bord. That school has cool board which more glossy and you know, way luxury. And after we had learnt some about hospitality by some answer session with the student at there, we went to the canteen. Then, we moved to the main yard of that school and took some pictures with some of Lyncoln college, and I gave smth like indonesian handicraft to one of the student. Mr. E had given it to each of us to be given to singaporean friends.

After that, heading back to the hostel. Same way. Walking for more than 200meters to reach MRT station. And we all got sweaten just by walking. MRT just way cool, really! And one thing that I just realized is, the way of singaporeans' walking. They walked quiet fastly, like there's smth which chasing behind them. Unlike how indonesian walk, slow, "lembe", like they won't even run if there's a deadline, and they won't run if there's a dog run into them. And yeah from that side I'm starting to walk faster just like them hehehe. They even run even they're in escalator. Whatta busy singaporean. And at that time, MRT station about.......quiet crowded condition, Mr. E said that's crowded just because this is school's holiday. And back to the 2nd day route, after we got the hostel, we changed formal clothes to T-shirt, because after we had lunch, we're heading to SENTOSA ISLAND! Yuppp getting ready for UNIVERSAL STUDIO SINGAPORE! We went there by our bus, as usual. Right after we had entered the main gate of the sentosa island, I'm starting taking some pictures. From that main gate, we could see the greatness of that place. Hihihi

And after we got the ticket from our teacher, we all took some pictures right in front of the globe of universal studio. Cool. I could be there, the place that I just saw on TV! I was there, the place that everyone wanted to, hehe not everyone, but yeah almost everyone. You gotta be amazed speechlessly when you entered new york city arena. It just looked like new york. We keep taking pictures wherever it was.

(and i continue this text couple days after i got home)

And this is my first road we took.And for the first game, SHREK 4-D. First, we have to queue to watch the movie.We also got 4D glasses. And no word, unless zupercool! and also walked through MADAGASKARTH (Oops). it's MADAGASCAR! It’s not ancient, but, like mummy stuff. And there it is, THE MUMMY! We had to save our bag on the locker because bringing bag wasn’t allowed. And here the queue, at first it just short queue but then, it was very longggg queue! But it’s okay, all of our patience was paid off by that game. I sat near Ulinar, and we held each other very tight. I worried about the warning board, it says that we couldn't bring phono nor cameras because it’s dangerous, this train contains high acceleration and......(i forgot) so i held my phone on my pocket tightly. And wow. That was so fucking amazing asdfghjkl! When we bumped into the wall, and suddenly we were pulled back down, insane! And there’s actually a rollercoaster inside that building. It’s so dark, there’s only several lighting, and sometimes there’s also sprinkle of fire on the ceiling, and it feels hot for a moment. And totally am-am-amazed me badly! Hahah you gotta try it for sure! And i really want to go back to that train now! I miss that fantastic moment which driving me so speechless, til i couldnt scream so freaking loud like the other did. Screw you, mummy! XP

And after that, heading to another arena, we got sci fi city. Quiet silent over there, because the rollercoaster is not working. Aoh i should’ve tried it! I bet i could’ve felt dying if i had tried that rollercoaster! and after that, we passed NEW YORK CITY! Yeah you know, it just looked like new york! Kewl! There’re so many photos taken at there, i dont wanna miss any shot for every nice place at there XP. you will feel no-matter-what-style-are-you-on for taking photos at there. it’s okay, because nobody gonna care about your look and your pose. Everybody busy with their own photos. And me; let say......um, as a photo freak; also keep asking my friends for taking me some photos(hehehe thanks for those who taking me some photos too) and we got “white house” whereas some xmas songs were played at there.

And then passed the-pink-building-with-some-hats-in-font-of-it, we could lend those hats for a while, there’re so many kind of hats. And i choosed this one. Next, hollywood! I got that-CHYBILL-SHEPHERD-star (even i dont really know who he is). also passed FAR FAR AWAY. Next to it, universal studio’s store! And i got a cool bag! Thanks goodness i was the last person who bought that bag, because that’s the very last bag-like-that on that store. And then we met F........(the first letter is F, but forgot his name) the one with the black headphone and dark-green skin, we made a little queue and took photo!

Hmm, and then.............back to the shrek arena. That’s actually our 2nd lap! we’ve been passed a whole universal studio singapore for once. (you gotta know how hurt my feet feel is, and how sweaten i was, but how-funny-that-place-is could heal all of the yelling which is whispered from my mind)

And here our second lap; stopped by at shrek store, but nothing majorly attracted my heart to buy smth at there, but immediately there’s some voice surprisingly come out from far distance! Yep! Alex and friends coming! The team of MADAGASCAR! I recorded their i-like-to-move-it-move-it-dance! And everybody made a circle for watching their performance. I know my lil bro gonna like it and yeah, here the video

Before the madagascar show finished, me and fellas planned to go to JURRASIC PARK. but the jurrasic’s authority said the queue was about 40mins for that-one-of-cool-game on jurrasic park arena which there’re 4seats hang up around the sky. Looks stunning, really. but we considered to try another game-without-40mins-queue, some of us wanted to go to ENCHANTED....(forgot the full name) but we lost some of us, because they’re eating nachos in the corner, so some of us left and went to enchanted-with not too long queue. enchanted is about a mini roller coaster. And i had noone beside me, we’re odd. And i was the unlucky one, pfff that’s okay, it’s funny for screaming outloud alone for a moment XD after that, moved to NEW YORK CITY again, this time was deeper, and there's different; this time i brought belonging(s). we even went to the alley of new york city. Fascinating as it seems! Let me say zupper kewl! I’ve never been go to newyork, so you wont think that i exaggerating my words, will ya? Ha yeah you got my words?

K Next, Stephen Spielberg Movie Stuff, actually i dont know the real name of that game, and actually that’s not game, that’s sort of shows about movie maker. it shows how Stephen Spielberg make some effects to the the movie. Awesome! How could the ship almost crashed toward us-the viewers, how to make a hurricane effect and else. Cool! That’s the last place i step round at. we gotta meet Mr. E, and the others at 6PM and at the meeting point which outside the universal studio, or the other word is, we gotta leave universal studio. Aw :’( that’s too short. I still want to take photos, visit another place, buy another merchandise, but yeah, that’s what i got. I was happy i could find some pens written universal studio and madagascar painting on it. I bought it, that’s for my brother. And that’s the very last thing i touched at the universal studio :/ next, moved under the high-voltage-xmas-tree, we got dinner around it. Actually i really wanted to step round at Hersey’s chocolate, candylicious and chocolate word at sentosa island. Some of my friend already bought some. And I just could see those stores when i was eating the rice box. Couldn’t step onto those stores, couldn’t buy any of it, couldn’t have enough time for it :/ because we gotta move somewhere. okay i couldnt get candies at candylicious and chocolate at herseys, maybe next time huh?i wish.

And that-somewhere belongs to SONG OF THE SEA! We met our singaporean friends at that meeting point, and.......we went there by.......MONOREL! kewl. That’s first time i get in to monorel. Dunno what’s the real name in singapore, but yeah i called it monorel. And just for a minutes we arrived at SONG OF THE SEA. That sucha songs performance by water plus sort of fire. That’s awesome! Although it just squirt of water with some tones and also simple story within those songs of the sea, but yeah the ending was just awesome; combination between fire, tones, water and lighting were cool 8D plus their dancers. That performance took about an hour, i guess, kinda forgot how long i sat at there. And then, back to the monorel terminal with my heavy-to-step feet, and sweaten for sure. Also, quick-but-quiet-long-for-me queue before we got monorel, some much more steps to some escalators, some more steps to the bus, and some steps to get my seat on the bus. We’ve been walked for about all day long and yeah probably none of us still ‘okay’ at that time. Got into hostel at about 11pm singapore time. And arrived at hostel with freakinly bad pain over my feet. Quicken my steps to get out from bus, speed up my steps toward room 208, quicken my movement to step onto the bed, and heaven..........pffff finally lying on the bed, lifting my feet and closing my eyes for a while. I gotta take a bath because you know im not those dirtyguys who just sleep with those sweats over their body. Then, got queue for taking a bath. While waiting for that bath-time-queue, i rearranging my stuff. And since my roomates already drop til they couldnt move away from bed, so as long as i still awake and dont want to miss any gossip, so i moved to another room for hearing my friends gossiping about anything and about one of singaporean friend who had a crush with one of my roomate. LOL that always been something to be gossip-ed along the trip. HAHA! K, while trading snacks to each other, we kept talking about any-important-or-not-things, til it made me completely lying down on the floor and sleeping unconsciously........zzzzz.........til my friends woke me up to move because the gossip time already over and it’s already late night. Phew. Moving to my room with my half-conscious-body and zleeb!