Saturday, April 14, 2018

Lean On Him


Today I learnt about hope
That flies upon the sky
Everyday
I pray
So does everyone,
who hopes something better everyday
who hopes something good even though it’s heart-rending at the first place

Hopefully we will always be given the chance to put ourselves closer to Allah, lean on him every hopes we got, let him decide, get the best from Him
I trust whatever result that may come from The Best Scenario Writer in This Life,
and will always put my trust on You



Friday, February 9, 2018

Something New


All I know is this certainty that I have The Most Justice, Who knows what suits us best.
Life is too short to curse bad things that just happened in our life.
I believe everything happens for a reason.
Better off to look at the mirror doing self-reflection.


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Berawal dari curhatan tahun 2017 ini, saya akan menerjemahkannya ke bahasa Indonesia. Kayaknya ini ditulis ketika ada suatu hal yang terjadi, dan aku pikir orang pertama yang harus nenangin diri ini ketika goyah adalah diri ini sendiri. Mungkin begitulah mengapa blog ini tetap bertahan. Sebuah kumpulan frasa yang tujuannya untuk diri sendiri dulu, syukur-syukur bisa ke orang lain. Kumpulan cerita yang pada akhirnya bersifat self-motivating. Jadi, seburuk-buruknya hal buruk terjadi, ingat terus deh kata-kata macam ini:

Aku cuma tahu sebuah kepastian dimana aku punya Yang Maha Adil, Yang tahu apa yang terbaik untuk kita.
Hidup ini terlalu singkat untuk mengutuk hal-hal buruk yang baru saja terjadi pada kehidupan kita.
Aku percaya segala sesuatu terjadi karena suatu alasan.
Sudahlah, lebih baik melihat cermin melakukan refleksi diri.

Tuesday, January 30, 2018

Today I Learnt

Today
I learnt about something not-today
It asked you to wait, it asked you to try harder with the whole of your heart
Check if something you do isn’t because of Almighty Allah
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Today I
Learnt something about border, and choice
Where people prefer the one with the look, and left the other with different appearance
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Today I learnt
About missing friend when I need them the most
It’s always been like this, maybe this is just what they feel
But let’s reflect more of what I did the other day
Prolly I could've been doing the same things too
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Today I learnt about
Negligence
Something that actually could ever be conducted
But aborted only because of a little tiny stone that hinders
I thought we could actually move the obstacles together
But they choose to not move a muscle
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Today I learnt about a pride
Those high standards people put to some people below them
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Today I also learnt about people’s trait
How a group could turn to be having the same exact basic character
Too bad the character was negative
So they spread wounds together
Little did I know they actually share a tiny lesson
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Today I learnt about hope
That flies upon the sky
Everyday
I pray
So does everyone
Who hopes something better everyday
Who hopes something good even though it’s devastated at the first place
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Today I learnt about a wound
And not worth crying over for
Only because the culprit just want us to get it
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Today I learnt
To hold onto this pole called faith
I will always have a faith on You, Ya Rabb...

Sunday, December 24, 2017

Trapped

Trapped

Is when you seem do nothing wrong
But the surrounding makes you do something wrong

You were clean
Until it happens

And that happened because
1. You've got so much bad thought of the surrounding, and that 'trapped things happened' is the only way that would clear your thoughts
2. It's just happen cause it's slipped that way with no one interfering the cause
3. It's a lesson to learn for all of the components. As simple as, things happen for a reason. There must be a reason, right?

So no matter what happen next, you can't blame either the situation or yourself.
It's just need some sincerity from both sides

Tuesday, October 31, 2017

Last Day in October

I am right at the moment where i just jumped upon high rope on a game. It wasn’t so easy cause it took time and effort to finally have the bravery to jump. I was hesitating at the first time whether or not I continue to move forward. My enemy inside my heart kept telling I need to go back instead. I fought for my bad thought so hard.

The point is I can never lose from my bad thoughts. Yeah, I am the one whose thoughts filled with the bad thoughts which isn’t  healthy for my mind, body and soul, I know. I tryna reduce it then. It makes me remember someone who said, "don’t make it to be complicated, don’t yell cause it wont end up something good". Completely agreed with the one whose words keep spinning around my head.

Outside The Box


Being at outside the box has never been a good idea to me. 
I walk in unfamiliar surrounding. 
It seems easier if i stay inside the box. 

Twas what i thought at the first place.

North Serpong
Sept 28th 2017

Thursday, May 25, 2017

Just a mere opinion

I just wanted to tell the opinion about a guy in general.
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I did mind myself if I ever think about a guy too much.
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If people would say how hard it would be if you were woman.
But to me it’s even harder if you are a guy.
You have to be like, in my opinion, be the wisest creature on earth where you can't and wont hurt any woman feeling in the world. You gotta promise that.
That must have been hard to keep.
Cause guys used to share fake promises or other foolish words to any girl. Right huh?
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That’s just my opinion came cross my mind.