you? eh?

you are something. you, the one i've been thinking of. idk how things ever came up this way, how i got those awkward moment, how we got that huge iceberg. the thing is you are too cold, cant possibly break that ice. but i do want to. melt all those ice and be the way as it melt our gaze. idk what actually is. im afraid if i misread. i have no bloody idea. idk what do you see and i dont even know if i see what i see in you. idk if this kills me everyday. probably i exaggerate what im blabbering about, but really, idk. it's all unsure. if i could read minds, i wouldn't possibly misread. do i misread? tell.

oh, what have i been thinking?