Road to be a dentist: sacred moment

April 12th, 2018

The moment where you’re back to that most serious moment of your life, the dentist national exam simulation. Suddenly it turned to be this sacred moment.
It was just a simulation, but to us, fellow dentist soon to be, it was one of legendary moment to remember. 

We’re called “Assalamualaikum calon rekan sejawat”.
And suddenly I asked myself, am I about to literally end this journey?

and then we were allowed to pray.
It was one of solemn pray session ever..... the silence almost made me burst into tears, it's so touching, all the surface of my heart

Wallahu a'lam bishawab.
La haula wala quwwata illa billah.

Lean On Him

Today I learnt about hope

That flies upon the sky

Everyday

I pray

So does everyone,

who hopes something better everyday

who hopes something good even though it’s heart-rending at the first place

Hopefully we will always be given the chance to put ourselves closer to Allah, lean on him every hopes we got, let him decide, get the best from Him

I trust whatever result that may come from The Best Scenario Writer in This Life,

and will always put my trust on You

Co-ass life learning

Oh how it’s very dynamic life we’re having.

You won’t realize how meaningful every single chance you have in this life, even a chance just for explanation.

And yes, when we communicate with anyone, maybe it’s hard to tell what you really feel about something. The conversation would lead to be misread.

Somehow it’s good to let one’s feeling settle for a moment but it’s like a bomb that it will eventually explode.

I guess you better talk much, ask anything as much as you know, consider any possibility that may appear, concern in every single aspects that you do, be nice to anyone, and keep smiling even how hard it’d be to put a smile on your face.

Who could do all of them in one time?

I guess I’d raise my hand.

As follow my friends.

Dental Co-ass Lyfe

I wanna share this old story, still, about dental co-assistant.

19^th may

I don’t feel like breathing today. Lol.

It’s just so hurt…. Hurting as hell. But we can’t do anything. It’s all just a plan. And human can only set a plan. Whether or not it will succeed, just put to Almighty God.

That simple. Actually.

I’ve let them go. But If I ever remember those pages, it’d be hurt again. All over again. So I don’t need to flip back those pages. I will only have this brand new page every single day.

No matter how hurting it was, you can never be ‘that’ sad, because you’ll always need to move on.

So 1^st. don’t ever look back to those old pages

2^nd. You can’t be sad forever, simply because if you keep drowning the whole day you’ll just be dead. The thing is, you need to defend yourself. And one more thing, you can never rely on some particular person. Just do it yourself. You just gotta find your confidence to step forward.

Remember, you got this, and spread the positivity. You can open those doors. Each of them until you finally steps to this grand door which got your name written on it, with ‘drg’ tittle in the front.

Well, just stare at your graduation picture up there, and said, “ I just want the colored line over my arm doubled”.

Almost 2 month I’ve been in this wildest jungle in the world, and I’ve cried couple of times. Hopefully this tears drought already, so nothing would stream down my face. Ever. Again.

Hopefully this mind and heart have already built by stainless steel, so it won’t be corrosive no matter how often the tear drops.

Hopefully this body got charged 100% no matter how low the electricity.

You always need to get up. Help yourself. And help people around.