can't stop crying

i just don't know what happen to my heart. why this tears just fall down over my cheek. and this is so over. i just burn into tears after hearing that one. such a delayed succes, teacher said.

i was embarrassed at that time. i'm dissapointed to myself and asking my self HOW COULD I? i just can't show the best to my parents :''''''( i'm so sorry mom and dad ;) actually i don't wanna let them down. really. but they just support me, they didn't mad at me about the result.

CRYING. CRYING. AGAIN. AND AGAIN. all the time. along the way.

i just surprised about the result, i mean i-i-i........i just worried

and the worry finally answered

and then i was crying til this second

i can feel it, sadnesses

i'm sad....as hell....darn sad

i just can't stop crying

my goodness, i don't wanna over crying like this

this tears just fall down

this words. this hearts. just burn into tears

i know i'm wrong

and i regret

and now i'm burning down

so i just sit inside

seeing my self in the mirror

knowing my self that i haven't reach it

telling my self that i souldn't cry

changing my self that i have to do better

i'm tryna not to cry

just tell me why it's so hard to me to stop crying

now the worry already answered

nothing could change the answer

this just happen.....the destiny

God, please give me the best way

show me the best one

i put everything to You ya Allah

just You who can decide everything

well i shouldn't being like this. i have to fight.....get my spirit. now i have sat easily. seeing my parents advising me. knowing my friends supporting me. i just realize that there's second chance. and i have to reach that one. the key to reach my dream