Just a mere opinion

I just wanted to tell the opinion about a guy in general.

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I did mind myself if I ever think about a guy too much.

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If people would say how hard it would be if you were woman.

But to me it’s even harder if you are a guy.

You have to be like, in my opinion, be the wisest creature on earth where you can't and wont hurt any woman feeling in the world. You gotta promise that.

That must have been hard to keep.

Cause guys used to share fake promises or other foolish words to any girl. Right huh?

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That’s just my opinion came cross my mind.

A knife

One day I got an errand to peel off some fruits.

I immediately dragged my ass to the chair, grabbed a knife then began to peel it. As a human whose mom always got her daughter a peeled off fruit already at house, I was completely stiff in controlling the knife I held. It took days until I able to taste it. Plus, I didn't make such straight pathway of fruit rind when I peeled it off, until that time.
I found 'nother knife.
The smaller, thinner and surely it's a perfect sharp knife. Then I managed to peel the fruit better with it. I didn't cut the fruit excessively so more body of fruits were able to be eaten. I peeled it faster.

Then I think, how good it's like to be a sharper knife. Just a simple knife that able to do much, to give more, to handle great things without taking too long time to finish. I believe sharper knife has a long way to finally became what he is now.

Tangerang
12 Mei 2017

Something that pictures me in the future

Here comes that day where I got several agendas in one time. Then I decided to arrive earlier to second appointment so that I could leave earlier to the next place.

The thing about coming earlier did give me something. It was family gathering at my cousin's. Each family use to bring some foods, if I arrive together with my family. Since I came earlier alone, I supposed to bring some foods, surely with my own decent money and with my own ideas. That's the moment where I know I will get used to be like this, if I come with my future family.
Since I came earlier, unlike usual, I was the one who's gonna be catched up with such what's up conversation. Or more than that, involved in gathering preparation, like core preparation.

Never had I thought to be such mature human being before. Especially the part when my cousin, the oldest child in her family -which pretty much describe me too-, led what's the gathering supposed to be like.

Until then I realize those were something that prolly picture me in the future. The future when I come to the gathering with my own family.

Tangerang

11 Mei 2017

Perks of being a leader?

When you got no one to defend yourself but yourself

Everyone would point at you of what you're saying

Some people got it wrong

That's the moment where i need to collect my piece of courage into one fine action

The moment where listening more is the only one thing you have to ensure yourself to do

That time when you need to calm everybody down without showing you're freaking out

The moment where you have to convince anyone, even to yourself

Tangerang