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*PS you'd better not to read this post, because it's completely unimportant and........randomly silly

i just don't know what kind of feeling is this. random. boredom. undescribable feeling. i'm in the middle of the way between happy and sad. i'm happy outside, but sad inside. im pretending that im okay, but actually, there's something weird on my mind and you can say that, im not okay. i have no idea what to do about this situation, which i really need to tell anybody about this problem, but then, i think i shouldn't let anybody know about this silly problem. it's kinda complicated. this feeling driving me crazy. im dwowning, you know pals :'''''( right by this time, by this second, i just fell into strange feeling. it does really hurt. i dont know what to do. i just dont know it.i dont know.