Reflection

Istigfar.
In any place, any when. When you feel empty, go find 'mirror' to reflect yourself.
What you've done. And what you left behind.
May we always know how to make ourselves better, surround with pure real happiness. May we always be guided to the right path that get us convenient.
Not only outside, but in the heart.


Malang, 29 Juli 2015

On My Way

"And the story goes on"
Now playing : Do or Die by 30STM.

Yeah I am on my way home  now and turn out that I am unconsciously on my way to reach my dream. Just catched train from my campus, at this so called holiday. The day I would never thought I'd be visiting my so-far-away campus frequently. Yeah for the sake of this final project which drained up the energy yet gotta force myself to smile at the end of the day.
The fight with my desire to stay at home was just so hard indeed. And I guess it's the same with what my lecturer did.

Small thing that you don't recognize you and people are doing is considerable reason of why you have to pay some efforts. Yeah, we don't have anything left but this key; savor it. Keep your sincerity in company, like whenever you do things.
Remember whom you might see smiling at the end.

"And I'm on my way, on my way"
Now playing : On my way by Boyce Avenue

Night Sky

Tonight the sky was beautiful while I was doing stargazing. There’s this half-rounded moon and some stars scatter around it. It just reminds me to that night where I was in the other side of my country.

I was at Sumbawa Island last year, around this month. Today was exactly the time where I did stargazing at the Lopok Village, West Sumbawa. It was the most beautiful night I’ve ever seen because there were like so so many stunning stars scatter around that navy-colored sky surrounded by its nicest weather there. We were hanging around the city by picked-up car, so there’s no border to see that night sky. Me and my friends were all staring at the sky….amazed by what we got at that day. We were just about to finish our project conducting dental service to the community there, the good deed I’ve been dreaming to do too. It’s more like a gift from Our Creator J What sky had offered us to see, and exhibited some enormous night view upon the sky completely made our eyes all glistened. And that made my mouth murmured, Thank You God.

Thank You for beautiful scenery that earth endlessly offers to us. Make us ease to always be grateful for what You give, even by simple thing.  

Dear time, be my friend

Oh dear time

How could I still have a problem with you?

Things I wasn’t really proud of. Me, having a hard time in controlling my time.

I admit this was something I haven't completely overcame yet.

I guess being embarrassed was the hardest punishment I could ever get. Since it won’t be vanished

And the only way to overcome it, is to not being embarrassing, which means you can never come late, any-friggin-more!

Anger

People say that it’d be good if we could hold the anger. It’s whole lot a hard thing to do.

The emotion...
Is easy to be unstable
Is hard to be controlled
Is somehow confusing

When I never meant to say something
But others understood not what I meant

You know that very hard feeling..
That left inconvenience
The heart that burnt
The messed up mind

Oh I wish that’d stay away from me
Or I will stride away from it

Hold On Hope

I know I have to walk through the dark, the dark and winding road. And I’m gonna be a little lighted candle that brightens the way. At least that's what I am hoping now.

And I believe there’s one thing that I can have my hand to hold on tight. It’s my willingness. It’s my mere willingness that has given me sort of bravery to shout a long the way. And as long as I still got my hand holding, the spirit will emerge as the best efforts also accompany me..... to reach my dreams.

Go get yours!

Daydreaming

Started with 'how if ....'
I can imagine everything. It somehow makes me giggling.
 

Cause you know, the thing about daydreaming is not only sweet because of wondering how marvelous things are going to be if it really happens, but also bitter to know the fact that it wasn't real (yet).

Yeah let's add the quantity to do things rather than wonder about things.

Cause I wanna turn the bitter one to be sweet.