The Planner

Okay now 11^th of August 11.22 PM

Before I close my eyes I would like to share something

About the things I am planning

As time goes by, the more I realize that no matter how good and well-managed your plan is, if God doesn’t give permission; then no/ not yet/ not now.

No matter how good and well-managed your plans are, God’s plans are the best plan ever existed. It occurred to me when I was at laboratory trying to conduct this so called experiment of cell culture. I’ve planned each day with my a-to-z to-do list as well, but one day it got stuck. The cells failed to grow. That means I have to ‘rearrange my plan’.

The thing about planning could be the most interesting one yet challenging. At the moment you can measure yourself for how far you’d reach something. But sometimes it leaves worry to yourself whether you can make it through what you wanna reach.

There’s the point, which determines how big your will to pursue the goals you’ve written. Frankly, I write and reflect myself at this writing simultaneously. I am not that good person who can manage this thing, I ain't even an expert on this, but take my advice; you gotta defeat the enemy inside your mind; your worry and also laziness. I am also still working hard on it :’’’)

So, I might need plan B, or maybe plan CDEFGH….Z to let myself remain calm. And in every plan with anything happens inside it, I believe that it’s the best plan God has given to me. After all the things I’ve been striving for, let God do the rest.

I don’t know where I got this words but I realize that if you find something that didn’t fit your dream happens to your life, then you have a choice whether or not to get back up. When you choose to get back up, believe that nothing can stop yourself until you reach your dream; the bigger dream only God knows when you’ll reach. Have a faith on The One who gives you what you need, eventhough it may not what you wanted. Have a faith on The One who has everything that you wanna reach on your dreams.

My Life as a Motorcycle Rider (part 2)

If you wonder about the 1st part, it's available at here

It's basically the following post from the first part. I wrote it in 2012, but i just found it; 2015. It's about my random story about being a motorcycle rider-----------------------

It’s all about which choice that we will take:

1. Ride with speed up with full concentration but risky or 

2. Ride slowly while daydreaming about anything/talking to dead air/singing but safe.

I’ve seen so many things on the traffic light. First when it was about to rain, i saw a guy try to pick his raincoat from the backage and wore it as long as it’s still a red light. He did it real quick. Like a pro. Once i’ve ever wanted to do it but hey, you’re a girl out there. Girl motorist is minority. You gotta take your manners as a girl though. But the fact now that i see, some girls even could ride motorcycle faster than some man. Not sure if girls are real pro or unwittingly pull some gases too much. And another thing i saw on traffic light was some people looked over their phone texting, calling and such. And the other side there’s also some people tried to stretch their hand or body, make it move, give it some rest. And also people sleeping, or at least giving their eyes a rest during the red light was counting down. Just like what i’ve ever did at that morning when i felt so sleepy and when it came 120 seconds of red light, i closed my eyes give it some try to rebuild the energy over my eyes before fighting though the dusts and winds again. Yea that might be one of cool thing on earth to sleep during the red light. Haha. And others just look around trying if they could put their motorcycle to the front row so they could be the first starter when it turns to green. Haha i often do that anyway. And some sick fact when i see people holding ciggarates when  they’re riding. Sorry to say but yeah it annoyes me and probably to others. They add smokes that has been much there over the road. Wouldn’t it be better if they just ride without holding that cigs with that smokes and ash that flows distracting other riders behind? 

Relief

We focus on celebrating all wonderful things that we have, rather than regretting the thing we didn’t.

Yeah I think I need to avoid regretting things. There must be one thing with one single reason why the thing that you didn’t want happened to you. And I was all trying to seek for the reason, until I found myself relief :) 

Try it.