things are getting dynamic as i can start feeling the dynamite of life. in these new atmosphere of life, campus thing, i earned some values. that things happened because it has a value beyond it.
VALUE
teach us what's right and what's wrong, warn us which things to choose, take us to the journey that gives us positive things. i've always looked for it. when i had a bad thing, there must've been things i didn't get if i didn't have that bad things. you got me?
everything happen for a reason - John Mayer in one of his nice song called Why Georgia
there must be a value. a value i never know before i already face it.
seems i'm getting more understood why things happened to me the other day before
everything are need to be think about...including this weak side of mine
i hate it if i can't get rid of it. then now i really have to... and i need to know how and get used to it
sometimes, guilty feeling comes, makes my heart trembling, and ends up crying
i am sad for the things i did wasn't as it supposed to be
i am sad for losing the ability to make things right
i am sad to know that i myself hate my own self
but i got a point
don't hate yourself for what you've done
you're not a murder, not even a suspect in any case
at least, you've done things okay
sometimes, there's a part of things that may hurt feeling
but then it's up to ourselves, whether accept it as a hurt feeling or just nothing
we have a choice, choose wisely
and last but not least, just to ease the feeling in my heart; i'd like to say :
i'm sorry people, for my bad behavior
pardon me dear God for my bad
i'm sorry to myself for being this weak
i'm looking forward to move on
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