I am right at the
moment where i just jumped upon high rope on a game. It wasn’t so easy cause it
took time and effort to finally have the bravery to jump. I was hesitating at the
first time whether or not I continue to move forward. My enemy inside my heart
kept telling I need to go back instead. I fought for my bad thought so hard.
The point is I can
never lose from my bad thoughts. Yeah, I am the one whose thoughts filled with
the bad thoughts which isn’t healthy for my mind, body and soul, I know. I tryna reduce it then. It makes me remember
someone who said, "don’t make it to be complicated, don’t yell cause it wont end up
something good". Completely agreed with the one whose words keep spinning around my head.