Jakarta

31 May 2012.

I went to my campus, actually i just wanted to check for the timing for how long it takes to go there, to the central Jakarta. That day, I witnessed the real Jakarta, it's more wild than I imagine. I was startled to see how messed up it was; the tendency being stolen at markets around the station either at the buses, the dirty air that smashed people’s face and the traffic jam that killed people's time. People can depict Jakarta as a great-hectic-full of trouble city. Fact says it kind of is. People who involve their life at Jakarta will have some benefits to themselves. They become more discipline since they need to have a time-management as well in considering extra time for traffic jam or such. They can manage themselves better to be more patient in facing some obstruction there. They might think more critically to find another brilliant idea to fix what have ruined, starting from the planology of the city to the coordination of each government elements. However, it is Jakarta, the place which people say it's promising, place where they believe that they can make dream comes true.

 Let’s create Jakarta as bright as the lights which enlighten every place at there.

Huff

So here I am and am dying. I'm waiting for you, waiting for you

TURN TO 18

THANK YOUUUU

My Life as a Motorcycle rider

Whoa this is my 3rd year in riding motorcycle. Feel like i’m pro enough on this field. I’ve been facing hundred kind of experience occurs on the road which got me amazed and startled at the same time. And yes, there's so many things that i can learn by those nice experiences i've had this long.

The history of myself happen to ride motorcycle started when i was on 10th grade of highschool and my dad had no idea who’s gonna take me to school. Another reason was i got myself tired sitting on public transportation like bus and public minivan for couple of hours. Since my home is pretty far from school and it takes approximately 2 hours by public transportation, i dont think anyone could stand with it in a long term. It’s like, i dont want to waste 2 hours of my life on my way back home. So, at that time, i was learning to ride motorcycle properly until my dad really permitted me riding motorcycle to school. 

Hmmm first i'm gonna share about people judgement on motorcycle rider. Talking about people thoughts, who knows, it’s up to their point of view in seeing the motorist and a girl motorist. Some of my teachers even said ‘motorists have so many credits of life’, the other one said ‘motorists are the wildest creature ever invented on the road.’ We also know that car drivers often blame the motorist for taking the way too close to their cars or suddenly tilt here and there. Yea it’s normal. But not all of the motorist do that same way. Just let it be. However this is part of my journey to reach my goal. I have to go to school back and forth by this motorcycle by myself just to shorten the estimation time to reach home. And by that i can have my study time pretty longer. i was challenged to manage my time as well and manage myself to be independence girl. 

These days, patience might be thing that pretty hard to get. However, whoever is that who’s already put their life hanging around the road, they supposed to know the risk as well and the main requirement; be patience. Besides, our desires is too. When the road is not in peak hour, people are rushing that much. I see it because i’ve ever done it too, a bit or some. And here i got a lesson; whenever you’re rushing, that’s when you take so many risks on yours. How if we can’t brake abruptly when there’s anybody or any vehicle who suddenly cross the road? I think it’s better to just ride in proper speed adjusted by the situation and stay focus no matter what. You got that risk to hit and to be hit by anything. 

I've got so many things to share here but i bet it wouldn't be fit in this page :p guess i'll continue later :D

Intersection

I’m right at the intersection to find my audacity. I’ve been holding onto something which i think i would never loose but now i kinda loose it. And that affects my life pretty much. Hesitation appears out of nowhere and gradually makes the mess out of the tranquility i’ve been having. I have no idea why worry comes after hesitation, it puts me to the corner of the room of confusion which i have no idea how to make an escape from it.

Yet i end up with the idea that i would always have to choose among every options that come through this life. Life is a choice, so pick which one and savor it. I know it’s always a hard time before choosing the options you have no idea how in the future it would be, but yeah that’s it. All i have to do is to think about it deeper and further, righteously. And consider the plus and minus point that might come afterwards. If it takes too many minus, i’d leave it.

You know when there’s a word comes out from anybody which gets you startled, conscious, or even amazed, that might be the message from God. To help you choose which way you should continue your step at. To make you realize of things or to wake you up. 

Take care of things while You can

Hoam. so sad knowing that my lappy isn't woking. It appeared some kind of blue screen when i was about to turn it on, or black screen sometimes. Until it really hit me when it didn't even appear any thing. aouch! i felt so devastated. And i dont know if i actually exaggerated it. but it hurt knowing your one and only amuser on this sort of holiday is gone. Too bad i dont have any close neighboor to be hang on at, so i ended up myself at home mostly play with this red lappy.
I think there's a problem with the cooling system, since i rarely shut down my laptop just instantly close it in stand by mode. i don't even remember when i shut it down for the last time. last year? might be. and i brought it to be repaired, but the first two place i went to said that they couldn't fix it because that pretty much big problem. i was so worried if i had to buy another laptop either i would lost all of the data, photos most importantly and songs. gosh. that got me totally scared and upset knowing the fact that my laptop really -that- broken. until i finally found a service man but he said that it needs 1 or 2 week to make it done and it needs pretty much money. hufff. now im waiting for my lappy to be done. i hope it'd be cool soon. 
By that thing happened to me, i found a little piece thing to learn. about the joy of taking care of any thing. that laptop actually a gift from my dad on my birthday, something that i should be grateful of, also something that i need to take care of. and too bad i was kind of lost the point of taking care of it until it was broken. the same thing happens to us. our healthy and our chance to walk on this earth are actually God's gift to us. something that we should be grateful of and to be taking care of. 

Grab the opportunity!

Another journey has to be taken a look at by you. Assume this situation as someone who wants to see a beautiful scenery from the window. The windows isn’t really clean so somebody has to wipe it clearly, make it clean out of dust and give it some squirt of window cleanser. And there you go, the awesome scenery can be seen thoroughly. That situation is similar just like  what we’re about to go through, the dreams. We want to get it yet it has to begin from ourselves. Clean our mind out of the negative thinking upon someone or something. Clean our heart out of the feeling that might emerge hatred upon someone. Clean our mouth out of words that might hurt other people. Clean ourselves out of the behavior that might lead us to the wrong path. Life’s too short to do something that might let ourselves closer to hell. Wouldn’t life be more beautiful by getting closer to heaven?

Hence, i myself believe that every one of us has opportunity to make life be more meaningful and make dreams come true. So grab it then make dreams happen!