Love, cheesy post

Call me stupid, for just watched the crazy little thing called love movie now. my friend at high school kept talking about this but i didn’t give a damn to watch any thai movie since i thought i wouldn’t stand with the audio language. but now, after i saw it, it didn’t really matter about the thai and yet the movie was incredible.

it talks about love, this tiny little thing which can make people crazy. and yet makes me realize that i never done that kind of such thing in my life. love turns person to get crazy.... i might say. that's why all of my friends from high school til now at uni act so crazy whenever they meet their crush. while i always don’t give a damn thing about it. i thought that they exaggerated it and it's not me-thing. but then... by this movie, i just knew that love can really drive anyone to be crazy. Seems like love is blind is really true, while i deem it as bullshit.

if love means to be crazy....then i think i haven’t met one

To notice and to create.... the new you

i found myself in dismay. i was thinking about everything in the same exact time. at first i just want to arrage it, based on my priority. but it ended up giving myself an endless anxious feeling filled with the question...what if?

then it remains as an anxiety everytime i think about it. i know i'm not that kind of good person out there. i'm even afraid to judge my own self, but then i know that i have to. how can i supposed to know how far i have been stepping if i didn't notice what step i first made.

yeah, about me and the next-couple-of-years me. i'm curious and yet can't wait to see it
but, yeah it's me. it's only me who can change myself, if i want to see some good movement; it is me, myself, who can create myself thriving in the future.

if you wanna build the new-and-the-better you, do it yourself. it's there, in your heart and followed by the great willingness of yours

Prepare

Preparing things for what may happen in the future is necessary. Cause we never know the future until it comes

No matter how bad the things we will have in the future, we gotta get ready and prepare for all of the possibility that probably happen. No need to think too high and too low. Just keep the mind in sanity. Not just solely get that thought away from head but keep the mind straight. And do whatever you can do in the time you have. Time won't repeat the chance you asked

We never know when things start and end. Even if we can figure it out, but the certain thing only happens under God's will

Consider Things

Sometimes we need to leave our happiness to get what we really need.
Yeah. There's something that you need to postpond to get what you really need. Even though it makes your happiness fulfilled, but if there's still another side of your heart which doesn't feel right; consider it.
Things are gonna flow nicely if it follows what your heart say. If it feels so odd, think about it again, take a deep breath and.......say in the name of God......and choose.
Life is about choosing something. Hopefully, things what we choose always be appropriate with the way it seems

There's ME in TIME

hello world. what's up
i can't really wait for holiday! it's only a little over a month away
yet i got pretty big walls to climb before seeing the scenery of those bright day

today...even these days lately, went so great yet tiring
i had a lot of experience, a lot of things happened and.......time rules my life again

time, is and always be vulnerable
it's hard to be maintained
i was so sad that lately, i didn't use it well like over again
but i never give up to always try to handle my own time

and one thing i know, time never fails to choose its thing to happen

wish me luck - L

Value and its influence

things are getting dynamic as i can start feeling the dynamite of life. in these new atmosphere of life, campus thing, i earned some values. that things happened because it has a value beyond it.
VALUE
teach us what's right and what's wrong, warn us which things to choose, take us to the journey that gives us positive things. i've always looked for it. when i had a bad thing, there must've been things i didn't get if i didn't have that bad things. you got me?

everything happen for a reason - John Mayer in one of his nice song called Why Georgia

there must be a value. a value i never know before i already face it.
seems i'm getting more understood why things happened to me the other day before

everything are need to be think about...including this weak side of mine
i hate it if i can't get rid of it. then now i really have to... and i need to know how and get used to it
sometimes, guilty feeling comes, makes my heart trembling, and ends up crying
i am sad for the things i did wasn't as it supposed to be
i am sad for losing the ability to make things right
i am sad to know that i myself hate my own self

but i got a point
don't hate yourself for what you've done
you're not a murder, not even a suspect in any case
at least, you've done things okay

sometimes, there's a part of things that may hurt feeling
but then it's up to ourselves, whether accept it as a hurt feeling or just nothing
we have a choice, choose wisely

and last but not least, just to ease the feeling in my heart; i'd like to say :
i'm sorry people, for my bad behavior
pardon me dear God for my bad
i'm sorry to myself for being this weak

i'm looking forward to move on

come back

hello world. it's been so long time, i know.
now....i've been having these sort of mid term exams and some activities which pretty drained up the energy. i know that feeling when we're about to face that exam, and the worry after finish the exams. let's put the rest to God. and afterall, let bygone be bygone.


life must go on, not in a sorrow, in happiness instead. no matter how bad things that have happened, we need to keep ourselves in company. just forget those bad feelings, and continue earn the joy and the value beyond it. don't let those bad feelings ruin your other days of life. things are gonna be just fine.

 La Tahzan :)